You’re the only reason why I knew what she was talking about! LOL. I was like, “Ohhhh. That’s a thing.”
Maybeeeee. I have commitment issues. And apparently happiness issues. =D
On Friday I got to talk with my Clinical Coordinator. It was nice to have someone on “my side” of things. We’ve decided to take the generous offer from the head of Outpatient Rehab for a switch!! Hopefully tomorrow will be my last day in inpatient acute and I’ll get a whole new CI and everything!
Nevertheless, Sabine said I should start doing the 100 Days of Happiness. I’ve gotten to the point where my friends are feeling sorry for me. LOL. I might start doing it though. At the moment I’m not sure I could even find 100 things but that might be the point? We’ll see.
So I’m going to feel anxious until I see how this works out tomorrow. Maybe my first day of 100 will be a selfie of me in the outpatient facility. =D
I have cried during/after my clinical every day this week. I’ve had a steady stream of “constructive criticism” with few positive words given to me and it’s starting to kill my confidence as a clinician. I’ve gotten to the point where my anxiety about going and being at work is literally making me sick physically.
But honestly, I’m going to win. I don’t give a fuck. I have six weeks and all I have to do is get 3’s on all my core standards. Then I can leave and never look back.
I’m just sad because I was looking forward to this placement for a year. I was hoping to learn so much, and I guess I am, but honestly, at what cost?
So you know that drinking game where you say stuff to try to see who has had the worst week?
I’m playing it by myself.
How do you yoga/flexible people do it? I hate stretching so much. It hurts. Like, every second of it is uncomfortable. And there is no instant gratification. It takes weeks to see any real progress and even then, it still hurts.
Like, it just never stops being painful.