They found a small hole in my heart.
That’s all they told me.
But 3/5 people have small holes in their hearts so I’m not getting upset over it. It does increase the chance of stroke by 25% so maybe they’ll fix it, but either way I don’t care.
I have hit the apathetic portion of grieving. Is there an apathetic portion?
I’ve been weaning off this one medication and yesterday I went totally off it. Holy crap I feel awful. Doctor said this will last a week more than likely to get it out of my system.
I can barely stand up because my whole world spins and then I feel like I’m going to vomit. And I feel… tingly.
I need to go to the grocery store because the boy toy is coming to visit and I need to feed him but I’m scared to drive. Sigh. This is no bueno.